I'm sorry. In general, but to you especially. You've been so kind to me when I've never deserved it, and now I'm hurting you again when your wounds are so fresh.
This is something of a habit with me. The person I'm trying to save was also very kind to me, even though I didn't deserve it, and I almost killed her. I was hoping to live long enough to become something better than that, but it didn't work out that way.
I understand if you're angry. I hope you are, because what I've done is unforgiveable. Please know that everything I said to you under this roof, I meant. You are someone I hoped I could be like.
If you're willing, I would like to give Chu-chu to you. He likes you and trusts you, and Varric, too. He will be down for a while, but he loves to be with people most of all. If he has that, he'll find his way.
Yours, Anthy
P.S. I may not get a chance to say this elsewhere. The Interim Headmistress is afraid of Isabella, at least in part because she's a mother. I memorized the quote: "Aren't you the kind of mother who eats her young?" The children were kidnapped to keep Isabella compliant, but also to keep the Interim Headmistress safe from the danger Isabella poses, real or perceived. Trust Isabella. Use this. The Interim Headmistress is weaker than you. Please don't die.
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hawke.
I'm sorry. In general, but to you especially. You've been so kind to me when I've never deserved it, and now I'm hurting you again when your wounds are so fresh.
This is something of a habit with me. The person I'm trying to save was also very kind to me, even though I didn't deserve it, and I almost killed her. I was hoping to live long enough to become something better than that, but it didn't work out that way.
I understand if you're angry. I hope you are, because what I've done is unforgiveable. Please know that everything I said to you under this roof, I meant. You are someone I hoped I could be like.
If you're willing, I would like to give Chu-chu to you. He likes you and trusts you, and Varric, too. He will be down for a while, but he loves to be with people most of all. If he has that, he'll find his way.
Yours,
Anthy
P.S. I may not get a chance to say this elsewhere. The Interim Headmistress is afraid of Isabella, at least in part because she's a mother. I memorized the quote: "Aren't you the kind of mother who eats her young?" The children were kidnapped to keep Isabella compliant, but also to keep the Interim Headmistress safe from the danger Isabella poses, real or perceived. Trust Isabella. Use this. The Interim Headmistress is weaker than you. Please don't die.